Mushrooms are Kenny's drug of choice. He relapsed on them last night.
He lied to me. He told me I was dropping him off at a sober friends house when I was really dropping him off at an addicts house. He had it planned.
Two of his sober friends showed up at our house at midnight saying Kenny had texted them and he was in a bad place. He had cut himself again.
Of course we jumped and called out the posse.
This time though we didn't pursue him that hard.
His sponsor finally found him and brought him home about 3:30a.m.
We were prepared to leave him in jail had he ended up there.
We are trying not to lose it completely with him and kick him out when he is so down, but we are ready to let him go if he doesn't turn things around. It's too hard on the rest of the family.
Thoughts on how to handle him would be welcome.
Oh yeah it's just barley the second half of June and we have already met our out-of-pocket portion of co-pay for insurance which is $10,000. We'll just put all that on payments, thank you.